I need to control myself he says . . . .

All this years of ..trying

Of being a good girl . .

I need to control myself he tells me . ..

I've literally bled ... for this family ...

But I need to control myeslf he says . .

She pulls my hair.. And kicks the chair at my face..

But I need to control myself he says. . .

She takes a brick . . Leaves a lump on my nose . .

But I need to control myself he says ....

She grabbed my arms . . Digged her nails deep . .  And left an infection

But I need to control myself he says . . . . .. . ..

I'll be inanimate

I'll be silent

I'm sorry I was a problem.

Asleep

There wont be a need to control myself..