http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/ Sofia Sat, 24 May 2008 01:45:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/85.html Fri, 23 May 2008 17:44:15 GMT Did you know that . I was named after the Queen of Spain. Or so my mum says. My mum said my paternal grandma (a pure Spanish lady) wanted me to have that name. And so. I was named after . . This lady. Who now looks like this lady. I approve of le panda on ze lap . So okay. I don't mind being named after her. http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=85 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/84.html Sat, 10 May 2008 14:25:28 GMT You know me better Than this. http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=84 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/83.html Sat, 10 May 2008 14:19:28 GMT I need to control myself he says . . . . All this years of ..trying Of being a good girl . . I need to control myself he tells me . .. I've literally bled ... for this family ... But I need to control myeslf he says . . She pulls my hair.. And kicks the chair at my face.. But I need to control myself he says. . . She takes a brick . . Leaves a lump on my nose . . But I need to control myself he says .... She grabbed my arms . . Digged her nails deep . . And left an infection But I need to control myself he says . . . . .. . .. I'll be inanimate I'll be silent I'm sorry I... (more) http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=83 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html Sat, 10 May 2008 10:47:14 GMT If I left And I can't visit from where I've gone... Scatter me in places I would liked to have been Oh how much I love beaches Beautiful french buildings But do Save some, just a handful In a jar Because I don't want to be too far from loved ones either. If it's not too much to ask I would really like this . . . With black ink in hand Write me a book Of what I was, where I've been Of the beauty and passions The struggles and blood That inspired my life. And finally In a beautiful poetic verse, How I left http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=82 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Fri, 09 May 2008 12:45:46 GMT http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html Fri, 09 May 2008 12:21:22 GMT g http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=80 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Fri, 09 May 2008 12:12:39 GMT There's so much I want to achieve in life So much dreams So much hope I don't think I have the strengh to wait Til I'm that far down the road anymore It doesn't seem to matter to anyone That I'm of flesh, heart and bones Of efforts, failures and inspiration I think I've seen enough The beauty I try to surround myself with Never helps in moments like this. So what if I'm a coward to leave Who are you to judge Whether or not I've tried hard enough I lived by this trial day by day Walk in my shoes 18 years worth of miles And tell me if you could've achieved as much as I have Then you may... (more) http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Thu, 08 May 2008 16:10:19 GMT I remember those flowers On sale in that little store I couldn't resist the purchase And so the 6 pretty pots are sitting by my window. Even flowers .. Don't make me feel good right now And I know that's not right But I can't help noticing how . . the blush, lilac and creme just compliment each other so much. I stare alot in class And look away I'm just visual y'know I think of the beauty they have And it's so strong that I feel it too just by looking I keep telling myself How lucky he is. How lucky they are. I like pretty things And try as much to surround myself with them. I now know... (more) http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Wed, 07 May 2008 15:22:08 GMT Who am I kidding. This is not happiness. http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Sun, 04 May 2008 04:29:01 GMT I was born into a world Of ruby red berries It always sounds good to the ears But the secret is Before I had the chance to taste a raspberry I was shifted into a field with a bluer tint And I want out of this blue field so much that I'd give up my right to red fields altogether. http://cocktaildress.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76